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Monday, October 27, 2008
Today , as usual . Woke up , bathed meet baby for lunch . Went to supermarket again , brought Ferrero Rocher . Actually wanted to give baby some surprise . Making a rose out of the warper . Ended up , ruined . Then i try once more , finally did it already . Not that nice , but still got rose shape larhs . Lol . Then slack slack at home , til late night . Went to meet botak for dinner . Send baby to mrt station ;P Chat with botak til 10 plus before he left home . I went home to play audi , had an countdown with some friends ;O Today is my actual birthday larhs ;D Suppose to be happy . But i wasn't . Cause baby wasn't around . Im worried and blah ~ Didn't know what happened to her . She said she will countdown with me , ended up with friends . I don't know how i feel now . Rather confused or something . Not knowing how to cope with my feelings already . Anyway , thanks everyone for rmb-ing my b'day and wishing me ;O Esp those close friends ;D Thanks a million . Happy Birthday 'Myself' & 'Zhiyann' ;O Stay pretty always Zhiyan th-fishball mushroom helmet lady ;P Baby , i don't know what happened to you today . Im really feeling empty inside , as you really didn't turn up . I know you're really tired , but at least wait til 12am ? Your pressence just make things turn out well . Without you , i won't be fine . I guess i'll have to shed my first tear on my birthday for this year again . This song is on my blog , and well . It express my feelings now . Here's the lyrics . Enjoy . Delicated to my friends , Zhiyann & baby ;D 真的, 我沒事-符致逸 On and on the pain goes on And it wouldn’t just wouldn’t die 我竟遠比想像中軟弱且無能為力 對你的眼神選擇了逃避 恨自己 恨自己 On and on the pain lives on It’s hurting so much more 就讓我被悔不當初的罪惡吞去 懲罰過後能否帶來解脫 I’ll be fine I’ll be fine So many cried listening to God 讓堅強不只是種偽裝 So many lies listening to you 天亮後 I will be fine On and on the pain goes on and I just don’t know how to cope 伸手抱住自己是否就能夠不再空虛 最後信念 別放棄 I will be fine I will be fine So many cried listening to you 希望你能再給我力量 So many lies listening to you 什麼時候 I will be fine 當我再也不對任何事期待只剩下你 只剩下你 有天當我捨棄一切見你 請妳要微笑不語 So many cried listening to you 希望你能再給我力量 So many lies listening to you 什麼時候 I will be fine |
 Deylan gwc, 27/10. 18 years old. Fantastic fan of music, Epiclogy, Random maniac Clinging on a Guitar always. Click if there's any ad
Cheryl ` ♥ Janet ♥ MoonMoon Abegail Adelaide Brenda Chermaine Clare ` ♥ Christabel Chai Harshy Huiting Louise Jeeyan ` ♥ Jeremy Joey Jiaqi ` ♥ Nami Sihwee Shimin/Amos Whiten/Freddy Weiping Zhiyan September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 March 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 Playing, Owl city - Fireflies Jordin Sparks - No air Lifehouse - You and me Boyce Avenue - Breathe Boyce Avenue - Mr Brightside Epik high - One 盧廣仲 - 好想要揮霍 Designer : Chili. x o x o |
