Alright, let's start off this post with a random topic again. 

At a certain point of my life, I'll pause and start thinking of my future. Maybe that's what everyone would do. Depending on themselves, so i won't comment much on that. But, what actually came to my mind recently was. Life's Fragile. I've completely no idea why am i cracking my brains because of that. Or that's just a natural reaction. What if this is my last post? What am going to do with my last few hours of my life? I don't know. It really takes alot of courage to face death. Not everyone could face up to reality. ( I'm not sure about myself. )  All i could say is. Life's really precious, Treasure them well. Don't resort to death, no matter how stressed you are. It's irresponsible ! To think, seeking death yourself will really solve that problem? Since you're given a life to live. Live to the fullest. 

I do have Real Life Experiences, that's why I'm saying all this. Bad memories, bad times. Bad past, bad childhoods. No matter how horrible your life could be. I'm worst then you all. Be strong, Don't give up ! You can't simply Hope for a better life. But Work for a better life instead. Future is really depending on yourself. Relying on others, it doesn't help much. For a period, yes it might help. But if it's for long. It won't help you. You'll only realise that, you're relying on others all the time. 

I've heard from one of my friend. About this girl. Who wrote a song to her boyfriend before her death. After knowing that she had contracted some illness, and having a limited time left. I'm really touched by her story and courage to face death at the certain point. Even she knew that she's gonna die, it doesn't stop her from doing what she wanted. I think, she's a role model for us. Facing reality, and not running away from it. Even facing death, don't give up. Be inspired by her. And do pray for her. Rest in peace girl.

PS: I think that song, was sang by her. Friends told me so. Oh yeah, here's the link to the song. Please read the Chinese Bold words, instead of the lyrics first. Because that's the story i guess. Link.

Okay, back to today's life. Went out with Somebody, Louis & Jiaqi. Had fun walking around IMM doing window shopping. And finally, i ate a decent meal today. Tom yum mini steam boat. Not expensive, since there's quite alot of ingrediants there. But that huge smoke coming out from the burning of wax below that steamboat hurts alot. It's like blazzing flames, buring my eyes. Tears roll down naturally yet Louis & JiaQi's laughing at me. I hate that alrights ! You two shucks, mocking at a poor little kid like me. Nevermind, since it's over. 

One last thing, those who're BLOCKED BY ME IN MSN. I'm sorry, i just can't stand that spamming going on. Those hackers spams us every min ! So, if i did block any of you at msn. Please change your msn password. And send me a tag. Thanks alot. I won't wanna let hackers spam me anymore. It's irritating. Thanks alot (: